will probably delete later...

i had weird dream last night...takeru fron SuG was in it. i don't remember too much of it, but i do remember that i was in my house and some friends and takeru were there. then i had to go outside into my backyard to get something, but takeru followed me and tackled me before i could get it. then he kinda climbed on top of me kinda like a koala does. y'know how koalas kinda just latch onto trees??? like that. so there is was, just standing there, trying to keep my balance with a takeru on me. he started giggling too. it was really weird. but he was cute, so i didn't mind. he was acting like a little child and he kept sticking his hair in my face. which was annoying. then i don't really remember after that, but then it kinda jumps forward and i'm in a breakfast buffet line, and takeru is following me everywhere. and thats all i can remember. i think before this part of the dream, i was christmas shopping or something........whats even weirder is that i woke up this morning, humming Life2Die. and i haven't listened to any SuG songs in a while

wtf???

[link] <-- oh, Aicle, i really do love you.......and DAYMN!!! emiru's got some freakin' nice abs thar!!!

and for the record, i will continue with my assumption that these guys are strait until proved otherwise

*sorry for the useless journals, guys.......will probably delete later 9w9*

darn you, sushi........you're right.....marik is awesome......OTL

i can't stop watching yu-gi-oh the abridged series, its so freakin' funny!!! and i hate yu-gi-oh........=A=

the worst part of it is.......I'M CONSIDERING READING THE MANGA..........no.....i'm strong......i can resist.......*goes back to watching*

in other news.....i haven't been on much cuz i need to get work done. but that has caused so many messages to pile up! *sob* i have 150 deviations right now orz''' *sigh* i'll get to it eventually........

SUSHI DINNER IS THIS SATURDAY, 7PM!!! PEOPLE, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE (patricia, please bring your guest... plzzzzzzzzz) i actually think we are going to try a new place this time around. i'll call everyone tomorrow to confirm

and please excuse me from being such a douchebag as i know i've said this, like, ten times before. i have been so inactive here in terms of art, and yet people continue to watch me even tho i don't submit anything here. i still appreciate it tho!!! >//A//< but from now on, NO MORE NEW ART is gonna be posted up here.

<-- IF YOU LIKE MY ART, PLEASE GO HERE INSTEAD i'm gonna be selling keychains and stickers beginning in January!

i'm not completely abandoning this account because i feel very attatched to it. for over a year i have called myself 'cinnamini'. ~cinnamini's my home :C i'm keeping my watches here and i will continue to complain endlessly in my journals....=w=;;; but i need to get serious and grow up about my art which i feel like i can't do here.

i seriously appreciate all your guys' support all this time. C: i had zero confidence coming into deviantArt. but everyone's comments and watches and faves have encouraged me a lot. please continue to support me, if you wish. i promise i won't dissappoint

now i gotta post and run cuz i'm not supposed to be on the cpu for this long =A=;;;

so the pleather i ordered for my mukuro cosplay came today!!! its so weird, it seriously smells like chinatown...... but i'm already way close to finishing the pants! :3 i just ran out of black thread, though. thats why i stopped =w=;;;

but, dang!!! i think they came out pretty good!!! i'm not too good with making pants and pleather itself is hard to work with, so i'm pretty proud of myself! >w< i accidentally made the calves too tight, tho so they're a little hard to wear, but i'll manage =w=........they got stuck on my left heel when i tried them on and i struggled for abot ten minutes trying to pull it off OTL'''

Regarding the 'My Heart Leaps For An Cafe' project [link] :

I've been thinking a lot about this ' project' of ours, lately. and i mean A LOT. I'm beginning to doubt whether or not An Cafe will really appreciate the gift to them amongst the thousands of gifts they probably already recieve daily. and plus, people don't seem to be showing much interest in this. i haven't gotten a single email yet.

I don't think i'm going to cancel it, but i might be changing it. instead of a 'Farewell, Please Return Soon' kind of gift, it'll be a 'Welcome Back!' kind of gift. when an cafe returns from their hiatus, i'll send it to them or if i'm lucky, they'll have another tour in California and i can give it to them personally. This will not only give me more time, but more people might become interested as time goes on.

I'm still going to send them a letter and the keychains i made, but it'll be just my personal gift. i'm not even sure i'm gonna make the jacket for miku anymore.....i'm just doubting if he'll really like it and appreciate it, y'know??? these guy are freakin' ROCK STARS. they have all the money and stuff they could ever want. what will a silly jacket from another crazy fan mean to him??? i think the best thing i can give them right now is some well thought words and fanart....

gwen, if you still want to make teruki the hat, don't let my decision sway you :3 you can send it with my stuff if you want to. oh, and if i send it, i'm not including the candy lollipops anymore. it occured to me that if/when it goes through customs, they're gonna rip my frickin' package apart just to see what it is.....so not worth it...they'll probably say they thought it was drugs or something..... =w=;;;

stay nyappy! <3